By Dale P. Kruse
As a junior in high school I was a committed conservationist,
convinced that, because of over-population and depleting resources, our world
was headed for some real disasters.
After two years of preaching this problem to a world that
already knew the problem, I decided that preaching the problem was not the
solution. With that I decided to concentrate on molding my life according to my
convictions thinking this would have a greater impact on people's lives. In the
process of doing this, though, I discovered that being consistent, even with
one's own personal convictions, was not an easy, if not an impossible task. For
myself, as strong as my convictions were, I found that within my own strength
and power, I was unable to live consistently with them.
After more than a year of walking in this frustration of the
inconsistency of my own life-style, I came to realize that my problem as well as
the world's problem, rather than being intellectual, was rather volitional; a
problem of the heart, the will, rather than the head. How did I bring my heart
into conformity with what my mind, my computer, told me was right.
As I read through the New Testament of the Bible, I came to
discover that the Apostles themselves expressed this same frustration with their
inability to live according to the teachings of Jesus. The Gospel of Matthew
states about the Apostle's response to Jesus' teachings, "And when the
disciples heard this, they were very astonished and said, ‘Then who can be
saved?’" (Matt 19:25). The Apostle Paul later wrote in the book of
Romans,
"I find then the principle that evil is present in me,
the one who wishes to do good. For I joyfully concur with the law of God in the
inner man, but I see a different law in my members of my body, waging war
against the law of my mind, and making me a prisoner of the law of sin which is
in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from this body of
death?" (Rom 7:21-24).
It was comforting to know, from one standpoint, that these
great religious leaders themselves experienced this same frustration of bringing
the will, their hearts, into conformity with what they believed was right in
their minds. Basically they said they were not able to. As they stated in
response to Jesus' teaching, . . . then who can be saved?
Jesus' response to them was, "With men this is
impossible, but with God all things are possible." (Matt 19:26).
Later in the Gospel of John, Jesus stated to His apostles
that He Himself, rather than His teachings, was the answer. He said, "I am
the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through
Me." (John 14:6). Therefore, if I was to accept literally what the Bible
was saying, somehow the answer was centered in the person of Jesus Himself
rather than His teachings.
This sounded good to me in principle, but how did one
experience this truth, if it was true, in practical terms? I stumbled across the
answer one day while riding my bike home from school in a state of complete
inward frustration and defeat. I turned to Jesus in prayer and prayed the
following prayer:
Jesus, my life is far short of what I want it to be, and I am
sure that it is far short of what you want it to be. But this is Dale. I cannot
change him. I am at the end of my rope. If You want to change me, here is my
life, it is Yours to do with whatever You please.
Biblically speaking, I did not realize the significance of
what I was praying; but in the week that followed, changes in my life began to
occur that I knew I had no power or personal influence in. For example: My mouth
was a big problem. I never was able in my own strength and power to clean up my
four-letter-word vocabulary that was well programmed into the computer, but this
was the first place that Jesus began His work in me. A week later after I
initially prayed that prayer, I got up one morning realizing that since I had
prayed that prayer my mouth had been clean; and I knew I had nothing to do with
it. Jesus had taken me at my word and had become Lord of my life and began to
mold it Himself, without my help, into that person He had created me to be.
What was the significance and magic in that prayer that I had
prayed? I later discovered the answer to this question while reading the book of
Romans. The Apostle Paul stated in this book, "that if you confess with
your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the
dead, you shall be saved." (Rom 10:9-10). From childhood, I had believed
that Jesus had died for my sins and that He had risen from the dead, but I had
never known Jesus as Lord until I had prayed that prayer coming home from high
school one day. As soon as I surrendered the Lordship of my life to Jesus
through prayer, He began saving me from myself and sin. I also experienced
inward assurance of Jesus' forgiveness for my past and present sins.
I discovered through my own prayer and the changes in my life
that immediately followed, that the answer to my problems and the world's
problems did not lie in self-initiated, self-correcting programs whether
centered in humanism or religion, but rather in dying to self-strife all
together. All my humanistic and religious self-strife only led me to frustration
and self-condemnation since I could not live up to the standard I had set for
myself.
What did surrender to the Lordship of Jesus mean? It simply
meant that Jesus did not want me to do anything about my life. He simply wanted
me. Once He had me, whatever needed correcting would be taken care of by Him in
His own time and way with or without my conscious cooperation. This was
accomplished through my simply letting go of my own efforts and surrendering the
management of my life to Jesus—His Lordship.
Since Jesus would not violate my free will. I had to open the
door of my heart, invite Him in, and give Him permission to be Lord first,
before He would take liberty to act as Lord of my life and bring about the
necessary changes that He desired.
My life changing for the better began the day I surrendered
the Lordship of my life to Jesus and put my trust in what He did on the cross
and that alone as the only means of forgiveness of my sins and deliverance from
the bondages that sin had brought into my life.

The
Significance of the Resurrection
By Frank H. Kuder
I was brought up in a somewhat religious atmosphere,
attending a church and even going to a private school sponsored by the same
church from the first grade to about half of the sixth grade.
While I had plenty of exposure to religion and even though
the basic fundamentals of Christianity were taught, I never came to grips with
the reality of the Gospel. It did not seem to relate. It was something that
happened a long time ago.
Even though I was taught about the positive aspects of the
bitter and hateful, for hate was the only reality I knew.
I left that school and went to a public elementary school for
six months. It was there that I met a Jewish boy who later was to find Jesus as
his Messiah. I met him less than one month after I made my decision to turn from
God. Little did I know that it would be through him that I, too, would come to
the Savior.
I went through that school my entire junior high years and
tried unsuccessfully to end my life. I was frustrated, bewildered, and confused.
What was real? What was right? How can you know? What about the future? That was
what I faced and thus began my quest back to God.
My high school years were full of turmoil and fear. This went
on for two years. My Jewish friend and I became very close, and it was not too
much longer there after that he found Jesus as his Messiah. I saw a real change
in him as we spent much time together. He witnessed to me in his own quiet way.
I still wondered if Jesus was truly the only way when there were so many other
claims by other religions. I wanted to believe in Jesus, but I just did not have
enough evidence to convince me.
One day another friend invited me to his church. During the
service, they read a passage of Scripture which talked about the resurrection of
Jesus Christ. I knew intellectually-historically that Jesus died on the cross
and rose from the dead, but when I heard the message of Christ's Resurrection
this time, I realized the significance of His resurrection, and that was, that
it proved that Jesus was who He claimed to be, the Son of God, the only way to
God and the Savior of mankind. But even though at that point, I came to
understand this, this understanding did not assure me of my personally having
eternal life.
Two years later, my Jewish Christian friend invited me to a
youth service in Oxnard, California. The youth minister explained that, in order
to personalize the significance of Christ's death and resurrection, you had to
receive Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord. At the invitation of the youth
minister, I, along with others, prayed a prayer and received Jesus Christ in my
life as Savior and Lord. After I received Jesus Christ, I received inner
assurance of having eternal life. I later read in 1 John 5:12 that to have Jesus
Christ living inside you is to have eternal life.
The changes in my life that followed further confirmed the
reality that Jesus Christ was truly in my life. For example, I loved instead of
hating. I had peace, hope, and joy. My whole attitude completely changed. I had
the filthiest mouth that could be found, and I knew it was wrong, but I could
not stop. He took that away. I found that Jesus Christ Himself was the total and
complete answer to all of my longings, desires, and problems. Six months
later, I went into the hospital for back surgery. Normally,
that would have frightened me beyond measure, but He gave me complete peace and
has done so through all the problems I have ever faced as he promised He would.
Time would not permit me to share the many other ways my life has been changed,
but I can truly testify of 2 Corinthians 5:17, Therefore, if any man is in
Christ, he is a new creation, the old things passed away, behold, new things
have come.

Sharing
Jesus Is Loving Others
By Greg S. Hofler
Before I received Christ I was totally focused on self. What I wanted, what
would be fun for me to do. I never thought about what I could do to help others,
only about what they could do for me.
Then when I was fifteen, my parents enrolled me in a Christian high school.
One day the noon chaple service was about Heaven and hell. At the end of the
service the Pastor asked us to bow our heads and that if anyone there wasn’t
sure that they were going to Heaven to raise their hand. I wasn’t, so I did.
After the service the Pastor asked me into his study and explained to me
Jesus’ promise in Revelation 3:20, that if we ask Jesus into our hearts, that
He will come in. This verse of Scripture states, "Behold, I stand at the
door and knock; if any one hears My voice and opens the door, I will come into
him, and will dine with him, and he with Me." He further explained to me
that to have Jesus in my heart is to have eternal life. He then read to me from
the Bible 1 John 5:11-12 which states,
"And the witness is this, that God has given us eternal life, and this
life is in His Son. He who has the Son has the life; he who does not have the
Son of God does not have the life." (1 John 5:11-12)
We then prayed together and I invited Jesus into my heart as Savior and Lord.
I now have eternal life and I know I am going to heaven because Jesus now
lives in me. Since then Jesus has been teaching me what it means to love and
care for people, what it means to "love your neighbor as yourself" as
God commanded in Leviticus 19:18. Part of loving my neighbor is sharing with
them about Jesus and how to invite Him into their hearts as Savior and Lord, as
that Pastor loved me enough to do.
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