Again I was touched with a stream of light, by which I was enabled to
discover those infants as a complex and exceedingly delicate instrument
unstrung. Each separate or distinct portion had movement, but not determination;
and appeared separately to lie in a sort of spasm-like action. I addressed my
guide, saying, "At first I saw in the angel’s arms the life-germ of an
infant form. This germ was so delicate, that I could not comprehend how its
guardian spirit could save the flickering taper. Then I saw descending from
above a light which encompassed and pervaded the spirit. Then it moved as if
receiving life and energy. Again I saw the separate tissue, apparatus, and
system of organs of that infant, and lo! all were dissevered. Tell me, how shall
these so varied, complicated, and deranged unite in harmony?"
Restoration of Infant Begins
Again light encompassed my spirit, and its brightness penetrated the secret
chambers thereof, in which perceptions most exquisite were awakened, and a new
being of my own appeared to arise and look out upon the scene. Here I saw that
numberless spirit functions responded to the touch of some invisible power so
that each harmonized in perfect adaptation; and as they embraced, they coalesced
and were lost in, identity, until I could perceive them as one; and this moved
as a being distinct, full and perfect. Then each organ and function of the
infant I had seen encompassed within the light of the three angels above arose,
and, in like manner, corresponding to the separate organs of these, embraced
each other, and so coalesced that distinction was lost; and then my soul uttered
unconsciously, "Praise him for his mighty works,"—for my spirit
looked upon an infant in all the perfection of angelic life; yes, an infant
restored. I had perceived it a flickering taper; then as a complex instrument
unstrung; and then encompassed and pervaded by the sphere of life from the
angels above. I had scanned each organ as it tremulously moved while being
operated upon by the spirit of life. I had despaired of its restoration.
I now beheld that which was before dissevered from its associate, and
discordant, a well-tuned instrument, in form and being an angel spirit; and as
it looked up into the face of the angels, it smiled. Truly I thought here is the
exposition of that text, "Marvel not that I said unto you, ye must be born
again." And from what had passed before me, I felt the force of that
beautiful expression of David when he said, "We are fearfully and
wonderfully made." And turning to my guide, I inquired, "Is this real?
Is this a spirit redeemed?"
The Restoration of a Spirit a Divine Act
"Truly," said my guide, "what thou hast seen is real. It is
the unfolding to thy understanding the movement and power of grace upon the
spirit that has been rendered discordant by sin, which is the violation of the
law,the law of being and the law of God. The light descending from angels,
Marietta, could not restore, and the music could not harmonize, nor could the
maternal guardians supply that which was lost. Theirs was to support the
external, while this dissevering process succeeded, and the components were
restored and fitted for proper use by Him who is the Redeemer, and who hath
power to tune each fibre of the being, and purify and inbreathe the life of
holiness into the soul, giving new life; tone, energy, inclination, and love;
then to order their reunion unto perfect life in the infant form. And now thou
beholdest a spirit in the consummation of the redemption. This spirit is now
prepared to rest in the soft and balmy bed of repose, whence thou hast seen
others arise to higher life, Marietta, treasure this in thy soul; but learn
while this has passed before thee, it is but one of all this nursery of infant
life which thou hast seen.
"And now the scene changes, and another approaches. Listen, Marietta.
The melody of angels moves upon the holy atmosphere of the city. They chant
praises to God and the Lamb for their redemption; for great is the number of
these spirits restored to the harmony of perfect beings. And thus, Marietta, are
thanksgivings offered to our Heavenly Parent at each closing scene, which brings
the newborn spirit into the harmony and the possession of heaven."
Oh! how my spirit caught the heavenly flame as it rose, volume succeeding
volume, in ascending praise, adoration, and glory, inexpressible and divine! As
said the Revelator, "It was the voice of many waters."
It appeared that the whole city resolved itself into the voice of praise.
"Oh! is this heaven?" I said. How blessed it is to be accounted worthy
to enter the city of God. And if this is only the Infant Paradise, if this is
the song uttered in view of the restoration to harmony and heaven of this class
of infant spirits, though great their number, how vast and incomprehensible must
be that expression of thanksgiving when redemption is complete, and the Bride,
the Lamb’s wife, shall touch the golden harp as they arise from the marriage
supper, in that great day when God shall make up his jewels?
The bliss was so entrancing in its effects upon me, that I felt like
ascending with the divine aspirations: but reflections upon my unfitness
overcame me, and I fell into the holy arms of my guide.